I really cannot predict if I'll ever keep my promise to persevere equally on for both student council and guides. I realised that I've been rather 'not as enthusiastic as I used to be' in guides, and I'm more 'on the go' in council.
Is it because of the rank/position/status? Responsibilities should be equally important, be it being responsible for submitting your homework or being responsible for serving food or being responsible for running an event smoothly.
Probably girl guides is not happening enough, or at least, not as happening as it used to be. But really, there are indeed more school events lined up with the introduction of the house system. Maybe that's why guides meetings are always cancelled and council becomes more happening.
Why aren't guides meeting enjoyable? We apparently sit in the classroom to WAIT FOR TIME TO PASS. I'm not saying that the teachers and ma'ams are having a good time, but I'm sure there could be things for us to do while we wait for the badges to b given out and the test works to be signed and some other administration matters to be settled, rather than sitting down and seeing the guides having a good chatting session.
Or maybe councilors have this drive in them that keeps me motivated and continue to strive even harder. This spirit can hardly be in seen in guides, probably only during the lower secondary times when the 4 of us were super bonded. Many must be shock that I actually don't work on my test works and slack a lot during guides because I wasn't like this previously.
If only guides is more happening with more passionate guides having the real BP spirit instilled in them, I believe that when that day really comes, it'll be guides over council.
This may be one of the reasons why council was my final choice. When something is accomplished, you'll feel a great sense of achievement with a lot of appreciation to encourage you on.
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littlest of the Pang Family
people call me ChiawMIN or ZhaoMIN
was from Maha Bodhi School