I remember the first time stepping into 3J classroom, the kind of atmosphere and feeling was just horrifying. No other girls were inside and all the guys were in long white trousers, so it somehow made the stiff tone even colder, just as though I'd stepped into a white snowy forest, lost.
Today, once again, I braved into this special class filled with DnT student with only 5 other girls accompanying me. Well, I must say though the guys were not really welcoming, they treated me as a classmate, which is good enough.
Just when I thought that I can finally get back on track, I realised that I was a little out of place during class, especially during Physics, Higher Chinese, English and Maths lessons. Mathematics will be something I'll be struggling with as I've always been weak in this area and I really don't like numbers. Hey, does that mean Physics will be another killer? Oh sharks!
Anyway, within just that short period of 3-and-a-half days together with the Sec1s was really fun, for me. 1F wasn't as disasterous as the other classes, or maybe because I was able to control them? 1F had been very dear to me not only because they are the smallest class in the cohort, almost all of them entered TK via DSA (Direct School Admission), but also the respect and trust we had which we'd built up together. I'm glad to see that there're no major conflicts between any of them, and I do hope to see the class spirit building up over time. Thank you 1F for believing in me, if you need help or guidance, you can always drop me a tag, an e-mail or look me up around in school; I'll be more than happy to make your day!
As for now, though it's only the first day of lessons for me, I can already feel the stress and pressure from my family, friends, CCA, council and my studies. Time is so limited, but there's so much to do. I just hope that I'll be able to cope and, for the worst case scenario, at least maintain my current standards.
Good luck for chiawmin...
8:49 pm;
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know me
littlest of the Pang Family
people call me ChiawMIN or ZhaoMIN
was from Maha Bodhi School